Update

Not really a whole lot going on right now.

I'm just existing if I'm being honest. I got divorced in April, that's been a hell of a thing. Would not recommend it! It's been a real learning experience. I've been taking a lot of steps to improve my life so there's that. I'm not entirely sure what my future looks like but I think I'll be able to sort out financial things. I've been very thankful to have the support from so many people on Twitter (or 𝕏 as it's now called)

My X account is DarkRazorZ. I also have Threads (same handle) and Bluesky (same handle) but I don't think I'll really be using those. I still post quite a bit on Twitter. 

Otherwise I don't really know what to say. It's been interesting meeting new people and connecting with some old mutuals. I'm mostly just kinda lonely and bored these days so that's why I'm on Twitter so much. 

Despite a lot of things going on my life I still have free time and the urge to post. I'll probably be posting forever honestly haha. 

So yeah, fixing my finances. Working on my mental health. I struggled with addiction for a long time and I have been thankful to survive through that. I still struggle with depression though. So... I'll continue working on those. I have a lot of anxiety about where I'll end up. I turned 30 last month, which is super lame, but I will be getting back into a routine, employment and probably finding a place again. The thing is, I REALLY don't want to stay in California. It's just so hard to plan when you've spent the past 10 years living with somebody and have been that way your entire adult life. 

It's like... where am I going to go, what am I going to do long term because will I find somebody else again? I'd have to change everything. 

Anyway, if you've read this: thank you and God bless.

1989 TV next month, absolutely wild